I wish God would clean up puke!

Ok, so I did a ton of reflection and prayer last night, trying to feel more at peace again with our whole situation. Back in January, I came to the conclusion that I needed to hand everything over to God. With that decision came an overwhelming sense of peace and determination that we can do whatever we are dealt with, as long as we leave it to God.

After cleaning up red puke (thanks to W's special calorie juice) and cleaning up pee, I pretty much had hit the proverbial wall, I so did not feel that way. I am so tired of cleaning up vomit that it is not even funny. I have puked on more times in the last 7 months, than I had been my entire career of being a labor and delivery nurse (that is a ton of vomit).

At first last night, I just wished God had sent someone to clean up the vomit. After awhile, I realized he did...ME! I am feeling more at peace again this morning. I now realize, I just need to keep doing what we are doing and continue to have faith that God is handling the situation, all the way down to the vomit.